Feb.11,2026

in the past week i've been up to jack shit. i went to a show with an awful crowd. I love the giant performance concerts, but the crowd etiquette is Very different between local shows and performance concerts.., nonexistent with the larger concerts. But the show, it was full of mizzou students who think they’ve really found The Scene. I guess it’s good that these people are finding a positive environment they like, but jfc it’s all white kids from well-off families who are getting their first hint of a culture, and it’s easy to tell.

Speaking of large performances, the superbowl was three days ago, the game was an alright watch, but i really liked bad bunny’s halftime show, and the thesis message of “the only thing stronger than hate is love” i’m so used to celebrities using their platforms to either barely talk or not talk at all, but he started out with workers in rice fields, waved the Puerto rican flag with the light blue, only had one white person perform with him, and the one white lady is a massive queer icon. And what he preaches is just “love”. He says “be proud and love” and as i read about today, congress is looking to see if there’s any federal crimes they can convict him of. I cannot stand to be represented by a government who seeks to lock someone up because they exist differently. And i know “oh, white girl complaining about obvious issues” but really, they are doing the most obvious, super-villian level evil shit, and we can’t stop it anytime soon, and we can never vote Against it. The only way we’re getting anywhere is revolt, unfortunate it ever got this bad.